Wednesday, January 7, 2009

are you really there?

there comes a time when every man sits down and questions everything he's ever believed in. whether it may be scientific facts, life in general, true love, and one of the more touchy subjects, religion. it's all something we've all, from time to time, have reflected on. sometimes these reflections may lead to sadness and even as deep as depression. otherwise these momentary ideas wouldn't seesaw into our minds.

parents 'force' extra curricular activities into their children's lives so that they may learn to appreciate it as they've grown older. my extra curricular activity was the christian religion. every friday and sunday i attended church. four or five nights a week, we would have one hour bible studies with our mom. twice a year i would attend church retreats. i even tagged along with her on some of her missionaries in china. i never complained. i sort of just came to an acceptance. i adapted christianity as a lifestyle. when i started to live on my own, i slowly fell away from it all like a puzzle board being unpieced one at a time. i find myself sleeping in on sunday mornings and not being able to crawl out of bed to attend sunday serivce. i can't recall the last time i opened my bible. it now sits on my nightstand collecting dust. worldly influences has exhausted my belief.

Christianity is the Plagiarized Version of Mithraism - A Persion Theology

  1. Mithra was sent by the Father God down to Earth to confirm his contract with Man.

  2. Mithra was born of a Virgin through - Immaculate Conception - He was born of Anahita, an immaculate virgin mother.

  3. Mithra was born in a stable - We celebrate his birth on December 25th -.

  4. Mithra was visited by wise men bearing gifts.

  5. Mithra had 12 disciples - He was called the Messiah -.

  6. Mithra was also the god of Darius, conqueror of Babylon, He was called - - Messiah - - or Christos by Jews during their Captivity.

  7. Mithra made a (Contract) or (Covenant) with Man confirming an older contract with God - The Persian word Mithra literally means - - Contract. - -

  8. Mithra celebrated a last supper with his disciples before his death.

  9. Mithra died to atone for the sins of Man.

  10. Mithra was resurrected on a Sunday.

  11. Mithra ascended into Heaven to rejoin his Father.

  12. Mithra will return to pass judgment on Man - He was known as the judger of souls -.

  13. On judgment day, the dead will arise and be judged by Mithra.

  14. Mithra will send sinners to HELL.

  15. Mithra will send the faithful to HEAVEN.

  16. On judgment day there will be a final conflict between Good and Evil - The forces of Evil will be destroyed and the saved will live in paradise forever -.

  17. Mithra is part of a Holy Trinity the - (Father, Son, And Holy Spirit) -, that took human form.

  18. Mithra is depicted as having a halo, (a circular band of light around his head).

  19. Mithra followers drink wine and eat bread, which represent his blood and flesh.

  20. Mithra followers are baptized.

  21. Saturday and Sunday, the two (2) days of the week to rest and celebrate.

Mithraism is a religion that existed in 2000 B.C.

source: http://www.venusproject.com/ecs/true_origins_christianity.html


Did Mother Teresa Believe In God?

In one letter to Father Michael van der Peet, a spiritual adviser and close confidant, Mother Teresa wrote: "Jesus has a very special love for you.

"But as for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great that I look and do not see - listen and do not hear - the tongue moves [in prayer] but does not speak.

"I spoke as if my heart was in love with God - tender, personal love," she wrote to another adviser, wondering if she was involved in "verbal deception" of the millions who followed her every act as proof of God's existence.

Shortly after beginning her work in the slums of Calcutta, she wrote “Where is my faith? Even deep down there is nothing but emptiness and darkness. If there be a God — please forgive me.”

“I am told God lives in me — and yet the reality of darkness and coldness and emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul,” she wrote at one point. “I want God with all the power of my soul — and yet between us there is terrible separation.” On another occasion she wrote: “I feel just that terrible pain of loss, of God not wanting me, of God not being God, of God not really existing.”

source: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-477573/Did-Mother-Teresa-believe-God.html
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/comment/faith/article2321124.ece



Jesus wept:
John 11:35 - Why Did Jesus Cry?


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i don't blame the world. i blame my self. i still say my prayers daily but my prayers are becoming shorter and with less heart.

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